Strangers. Best Friends. Strangers again

Assalamualaikum.

He once said to me, 'I'm your comforting pillow. I will stand rigorously by your side. I will always stand up for me. and bla bla bla' . 

I took a long pause before continue typing this. Three words. I  M I S S  Y O U.

I miss you my dear friend,
I miss your texts,
I miss your jokes,
I miss your smiles,
I miss your eyes,
I miss your words that make me always giggle,
I miss everything.

It's already two week I felt missing you as two weeks you went far away from me. It's really broke my heart. I thought that I can be stronger even though you kept ignored me as I'm a stranger. But then deep in my heart, I'm sad. I've cried. You said once that, ' I will always cheers you up' but then you're the one who make me cried. 

I thought about the words you've said before. The journey of our friendship and lots of our memories together. You know that I cares about you. You know that I love you my dear friend. But then, why did you changed? What happen? Why you become somebody that I used to know back then. Why are you become the old you. Why.

I thought that we will become a great friends as we have a good chemistry together but then maybe I'm the one who's dreaming 24/7. Maybe Allah doesn't want it to be. 

Now I thought about walking off and tell him, "Go to other person and seek the best buddy that can accompany you in your beautiful journey of life."

"Good bye"


You Might Also Like

1 budak comel =)

  1. Be strong dear Aneesa :) He may have reasons for doing so.

    ReplyDelete