Assalamualaikum.

Finally, my third sem is over. There were many events occurred during this semester; IELTS , RCC etc. But the most worrying habit for me personally is my current personality. Which did not occurred before this. Usually, my old me is the one who always say positive vibe instead of negative but right now it become a habit to have jealousy habit in term of seeing other people success. Which is a very bad personality as in reality, you should be proud of them, isn't it ? 

That's most probably the reason why I don't feel pure happiness lately. " Happiness is found when you stop comparing yourself to other people" . When I did, I'll feel humiliated as I feel so small compared to others. My studies are dragged down , my bowling scores, friendship  all went down. But there are things that stay the same. 

It was hard not to feel jealous.

Jealousy is a funny emotion. I’ve found that no matter how “evolved” you think you are, and no matter how fiercely you try to deny that it’s happening (“Nope! I’m not jealous, no, not at all”) it has a way of creeping back into your body and taking over ; if you allow it. But somehow, lately, I'll try my best to counteract it.