“I wish you know that it still
hurts. That I am still broken. That there is still a part of me that aches and
yearns for you. I wish you know that this kind of pain is not something you
forget about as time passes by; you learn to live with it instead. I wish you
know that your words still haunt me in my sleep. I can still hear your I love
you’s and wonder how you could say them to me only to turn your back on them
moments later. I guess I can never move on from you. I might live in a
different city, meet different kinds of people, engage in various hobbies but
you would always own a part of me. A part of me will always remember you.”
Smile
What ever I am doing right now
Take a deep breath, than another
I am so adorable
Has anyone told me that lately?
and there's something important
I'm so strong
Sometimes I feel that I'm not
maybe even most of the time
but please don't forget
I'm stronger than I know
Every day I wake up. no matter what. no matter what I've gone through
I wake up in morning, appreciate that after all these years, days, I've still have hope
Maybe it's still buried inside me
Maybe it seems ridiculous
but I'm gonna keep going
and that makes me incredible
but smile today, breathe
Sometimes things are too much
but you gonna say, it's okay Aneesa
there will be time, you gonna break down or either crying
praying to fall asleep and never wake up again
that doesn't make you weak
it makes you human
After you have been through
you can still feel
never underestimate it
because you know what that's mean?
There's hope
It means I'm gonna feel happiness, love, prides and joy
means I'm alive but more than that. I'm still living
stay strong
stay lively
never stop believing, feeling
but sometimes just smile and breathe.
Thank you for all the supports my dear family, friends and sweetheart. Cause you guys are valuable than other creatures in the world
What ever I am doing right now
Take a deep breath, than another
I am so adorable
Has anyone told me that lately?
and there's something important
I'm so strong
Sometimes I feel that I'm not
maybe even most of the time
but please don't forget
I'm stronger than I know
Every day I wake up. no matter what. no matter what I've gone through
I wake up in morning, appreciate that after all these years, days, I've still have hope
Maybe it's still buried inside me
Maybe it seems ridiculous
but I'm gonna keep going
and that makes me incredible
but smile today, breathe
Sometimes things are too much
but you gonna say, it's okay Aneesa
there will be time, you gonna break down or either crying
praying to fall asleep and never wake up again
that doesn't make you weak
it makes you human
After you have been through
you can still feel
never underestimate it
because you know what that's mean?
There's hope
It means I'm gonna feel happiness, love, prides and joy
means I'm alive but more than that. I'm still living
stay strong
stay lively
never stop believing, feeling
but sometimes just smile and breathe.
Thank you for all the supports my dear family, friends and sweetheart. Cause you guys are valuable than other creatures in the world
Assalamualaikum.
I'm a weirdos. Haha cause it took me so long to write new post even though there's nothing to do at home. I'm still in my semester break but it seems to end already. Another three weeks and I'll start my second year of diploma.
Sounds crazy to spend holiday just staying home quietly. Other friends might have their own vacations or maybe part time jobs that required them to be so busy but then their pockets will full during the end of the month. But then for my semester break, I just had my first month ( June ) at home, second month which is Ramadhan at Penang and right now my third month in Penang and KL. Everyday just woke up late, watching my best friend (YouTube) and sleep late night. It's really sounds so booooorrrinnngg.
But then something happen during July. Yes. I get to celebrate my early birthday and iftar with my fav person. Got fabulous gift from them, I am so touched that they would come to visit me. As for their gift, it already be my most fav item that I ever had in my belongings.
Raya August
This year raya isn't not fun as the year before. In fact lagi tak best dari raya time trial or time semester final exam. Maybe it's because of someone ruins my feelings or because my family tak semuanya ada.
My eyebag look worst during at that period. Couldn't even get rid it.
Whatever happen during that moment, it really teach me to be more matured and think properly before making any decision. Right now I may live in fairy tales as I like watch sweet korean drama and romantic songs from kpop CNBLUE, FT ISLAND, TaeYang and many more. You gonna die of sweetness Neesa.
By the way, whatever happen, I will always love my family, friends, my twin and my studies. Goodbye holiday. Hi university.
